December 2010
125 posts
all i want to do tonight is get drunk with my friends  but that is impossible because parties fro new years are mad money and complicated and retarded and bullshittyshitshitshit
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
oh yeah and apparently i am a fucking slut and i deserved everything that has happened to me. 
Dec 31st
okay so today i went to barnes and noble to FINALLY buy this book ive been wanting to buy since like AUGUST. and then its not there -_- LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. but then i bought another book by the same author. im still pissed tho -_-  SIGHSIGHSIGH.  my life. 
Dec 31st
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
im never making it out of this house. -_- but i seriously need to leave today. i have best friend things to do with my best friend before he disowns me.  the fucking streets here, in queens, arent plowed and its hell to walk through. i need to walk a block to go and wait for a stupid cab thats going to be charging extra today and then get on the train and go to brooklyn. with my bag and computer...
Dec 28th
fuck the snow
seriously. im probably not making it to my dentist appointment today, and im really pissed off because my teeth hurt.  i dont even know how i would go home if i were to go go home today. it already takes me 2 hours to get home  now its going to take like 4 -_- that just means i have to wait until tomorrow to go home… *sigh*  im sick and all i want to do is to go home and put on tons of...
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
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Blogs are for free expressions, not good...
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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i want to buy drums. 
Dec 26th
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I hate snow.
Dec 26th
Dec 25th
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i dont like people in my house.
Dec 25th
the past 2 days have been pretty productive days.  i didnt like stay home all day. i spent both days with jens&stefan walking around and getting random things in soho and eating mad dumplings.  i saw black swan and it was pretty cool and weird. and i have a new bracelet, necklace, heattech leggings, a hat and candy =D now jens is leaving and going to italy. boo. and now it is christmas eve...
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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leaving mah house to go do productive things ftw. 
Dec 22nd
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im tired of everyone being so goddamn retarded 
Dec 22nd
i can barely breathe anymore
Dec 22nd
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Dec 22nd
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fucking up my sleep schedule is an inevitable thing.  theres something about the night that keeps me up.  and theres something about sleeping the day away.
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
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I hate smelly feet.
i hate feet. 
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
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Dec 20th
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my back hurts =[
Dec 20th
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Dec 20th
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Dec 20th
Dec 20th
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i am so over this 
Dec 19th
Dec 19th
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really all i want to do is learn how to fucking dance  like SERIOUSLY. and ive thrown up like every other weekend since halloween -_- 
Dec 19th
josh. where the fuck are you at?
Dec 19th
im gonna go and be normal now im going to a club… -_- 
Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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im sitting here drinking/eating soup. i should go to sleep but sleep just doesnt come to me.  tonight was weird.  i kinda blacked out tonight again. i cant stand this constant blacking out. i left the party but i left by my self and got in cab and i dont remember when or why. apparently i was going to evalises house but like when i was in the cab i realized that  only had 3$ which means...
Dec 18th
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“if you cant solve it, its not a problem. its reality.” i can go on for days about reality. but i dont know exactly how to feel about it quote. i mean math problems are easily solved and those are problems in reality.  like math doe really come in handy in reality. i mean like math kinda  is part of reality cause its part of the whole physics thing and physics is part of reality...
Dec 18th
irrationalraging: WHEN “LINGERIE FOOTBALL LEAGUE” IS A REAL THING. i hate the lingerie football so much.  its like a perffect example of “this is why we cant have nice things” these freaking women are out there being all retarded and making the rest of us look retarded as well -_-  h8ppl. 
Dec 18th